19…

Im 19 years old now… Isn’t that weird??? So much for hoping I’d stay 18 forever.

Don’t really know why Im scared of turning 19. I’ve never been this uncomfortable about adding another year to my age. Perhaps it’s the fact that just one more and Im 20. And I dont want to be 20 years old! Can’t anyone just decide to stop growing up???

Guess I’m just scared of growing old.

Birthday Videos

Here are the videos links from my belated birthday celebration at Friday’s G4. One video was uploaded on the gallery but Im not sure if everyone can see it.

Video1 Video2 Video3

Birthday and the 3B’s

July 13 was my Birthday.

Bagyo! That's one word to describe my birthday. I did'nt even know what her name was but it was not as strong as I expected it would be. The next day, I saw from the news that she was just about to leave the northern parts of Luzon and on her way to China.

Brown-Out! That's another word. Bagyo na, Brown-Out pa. Malamang. The weird thing is, just a few blocks away from our house, may kuryente. I could've gone out and spent a few hours on the internet at the cafe but I decided to stay at home instead.

Speaking of Brown-Outs, talaga bang brown-ang tawag at hindi black-out??? If so, why brown-out??? Is it different from a black-out? What's the difference, then? Or is it just some tagalog word na naimbento lang na na-stuck sa bokabularyo nating mga Flips(Fine Looking Island People)???

So I stayed home, nood TV with my sis hanggang sa nag-brown-out nga about 5pm. We only had a few candles and a bunch of used scented candles left so I used the New-Year Fortune-Telling Candles my first team-leader from work gave us as a Christmas gift. Di ko naman kasi sya nagamit for its intended use. It's a set of colored candles, each color represents a certain aspect, like money, love, career, etc. Your supposed to light them all mga 30 mins ata before midnight and upon New Year, patayin mo sila at yung pinaka maliit na kandila ay yung aspect na pinaka-susuwertehin ka for the year and so on.

I started playing Solitaire nalang sa baraha na may Joker nga, kulang naman ng dalawang cards. Dinner time came and our ulam was hotdogs washed down by not so ice-cold Coke. Afterwards, we decided to play Pusoy-Dos na di naman ako manalo-nalo. We ended up playing Monopoly sa Travel-Size na set.

I ended the night reading Mythology by Edith Hamilton.

Belated…

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What’s happening to me???

Okay, just look at me right now.

I slept at 3:30am today and woke up at 7:30am just in time for my 9am class (that’s about a mere 4 hours of sleep). And I was’nt able to go to class without having a heated argument between my body and mind first wether I should go to school or not. After much deliberation, my mind won (unfortunately).

I have’nt even had breakfast yet and here I am now logging on at the cafe for my regular dose of internetting. And look I changed this blog’s goddamnit lay-out once again. Sheesh!!!

What’s wrong with this picture??? Well, I dont know! But the thing is, I know something is wrong. I’ve been losing more sleep lately, or should I say my body clock is a mess again. Here comes the dark circles under my eyes now.

Anyways, at least its not mental/emotional depression again. I can feel a bit of anxiety, however. Don’t ask what Im anxious about! I dont want to waste a whole day just to enumerate them! If you do I’ll bite you!

Seems Im just rambling things here. At least Im happy and contented, not at a frightening level at the moment, though.

Crappy Day

Today is my 1st paid time off from the office and the more the day passes by, the more Im starting to feel like I should’ve just went to work instead.

Woke up at 2pm and had no plans for the day at all. The only thing stuck in my mind is that I badly needed to get out of the house.

And so here I am now at the cafe. Blogging. Surfing. E-mailing. And changing this blog’s lay-out once more.

Hmmm. Need to eat something, by the way.