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There comes a moment when it's more than just a game, and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I could quit but here's the thing, I love the playing field.

What’s happening to me???

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Okay, just look at me right now.

I slept at 3:30am today and woke up at 7:30am just in time for my 9am class (that’s about a mere 4 hours of sleep). And I was’nt able to go to class without having a heated argument between my body and mind first wether I should go to school or not. After much deliberation, my mind won (unfortunately).

I have’nt even had breakfast yet and here I am now logging on at the cafe for my regular dose of internetting. And look I changed this blog’s goddamnit lay-out once again. Sheesh!!!

What’s wrong with this picture??? Well, I dont know! But the thing is, I know something is wrong. I’ve been losing more sleep lately, or should I say my body clock is a mess again. Here comes the dark circles under my eyes now.

Anyways, at least its not mental/emotional depression again. I can feel a bit of anxiety, however. Don’t ask what Im anxious about! I dont want to waste a whole day just to enumerate them! If you do I’ll bite you!

Seems Im just rambling things here. At least Im happy and contented, not at a frightening level at the moment, though.

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